Nature was against me -- The sequel

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Yes, your eyes aren’t deceiving you and you just read the heading of this post as clear as water. It's sequel time to my earlier post : “Nature was against me”.

She is Neha. She is the most beautiful; the most talented; more importantly, a great and fun person to share friendship with. Well she regards our relationship bonded by “Just Friends”, but i guess you might just have figured out that the same is not the case from my side. I’m madly and deeply in her love. I haven’t expressed it to her yet but hopefully the day would come soon. Fingers crossedJ. Ok! Let me not astray from the topic.

It is so sad that it happened again. As you might well know if you have already read my previous posts, Neha is just like a character in my life’s diary that i have fell in love with but yet to come across in real. I had attempted it though, once earlier, but nature was against me then and so is now; hence this sequel. 
This was my second attempt to sneak in on her without her having any idea about the same. It is very hard for me to fathom the beauty God has created. Damn!! I’m in love.

Neha said that she would be going to Kolkata in the short puja(Goddess  Durga’s worship) vacation. She said she was leaving for Kolkata on 5^th of October. 
“When are you returning then?” I enquired.
"Probably on 8^th of October”, She replied.

It was my vacation too you know. But I, basically, had no plans for the vacation. I was all getting lazy, resting my ass all the time during the vacation or reading novels. Boring life isn’t it?

So when she said that it was on 8^th she was returning, my cute little head started working faster than a super computer, i guess, and immediately led to me to an idea. Hey, I’m not that dumb ok!! Ideas do visit my brain sometimes. (How do you think i came up with the blog then?) 

I planned to sneak in on her in her home city at the station where she would have had landed her sandals from the train. She lived in my neighbor city so getting to that city's station wasn’t really a big deal for me. I planned to catch a train from my city to hers and then check the reservation chat box of a train that was coming from Kolkata and see if i find her name and Bingo!! I could finally photograph the beauty with my eyes and save in my brain cells somewhere deep and safe so that it won’t be deleted ever in my life. I gave a smug expression for what i had planned to do. 

I kept enquiring her departure and when was she going to Kolkata again and again even if i was well aware that the date of departure was 5^th, but i wanted to talk to her anyhow so i kept pretending that i forgot her departure date again. God that felt good. Talking to her, texting her felt good. Every ounce of pain, suffering and worry vanishes and i feel relieved when i do that.

I had to go to my village with my family to pay grandpa and grandma a visit. I was scheduled to return on 7^th of the same month so i thought there would be no problem for execution of my plan because of the visit. ‘I’m a genius’ my mind said like anybody’s brain would. Everyone thinks they are genius but what i was about to accomplish was shear intelligence and i could concluded that i’m a genius indeed (:P).

When in Kolkata, i got out of touch with her. I couldn’t text her because she said even if i did, she won’t be able to reply while her stay in Kolkata because of the damn roaming charges. I could hardly control my urge to talk to her, to text her when she was there but somehow i managed to do what she had asked me to.

Not that i’m so good at it, but because of facebook. I logged in and there she was, online!! My hands suddenly discovered brain of their on and i started the chat immediately, unable to control the urge, and asked if she was good and reached Kolkata without any problem. Her reply was soothing. She was doing well and i need not worry about her. But your heart doesn’t obey every time, does it? Everyday whenever i would see her online i would ask her if she was ok, if she was enjoying her stay. She was indeed. I bowed God for that J.

On 7^th of October i returned to my city as planned and i was all worked up, excited about tomorrow. The same night i saw her online again. I asked if she was all packed to get back to her college. “Nope, I’m leaving on 12^th” she replied. It was so easy for her to say that, i thought. I wish she loved me back the way i loved her. My heart sank deep than the deepest point on earth, the Marina trench (if i’m not wrong). I was depressed. She had no idea that i had planned to sneak in on her. But now things had already gone out of my hands. I cursed my luck for that. Why can’t it (luck) be, for once in a lifetime, on my side for a change?

And yes, even if she was returning on 12^th, if you are thinking what the big deal about it is and i could manage to change my plans and shift date to 12^th from 8^th then you are wrong. I couldn’t have. My college is located in Rourkela and i had to return back ending my stay in my city, my home. There was no way i could catch up to her then.

Well, the day on the calendar read 11^th and i still used to talk with Neha over facebook instead of texting as i still had in mind that she must be in Kolkata. On 12th of October I texted her, “Happy and safe journey”.

She replied, “Lolzz... I have already reached. Thanx anyway”

“When did the train leave from Kolkata?”

“Are you mad? Why would be I get back on train?”

I must have given a perplexed expression then. I had no idea what she was talking about. Why is she calling me mad?

“I’m not mad... How did you get back from Kolkata then? Did you get wings to fly back instead?”

“Ohh God...!! Did you think i was returning back from Kolkata today?”

“You said so, didn’t you?”

“I was talking about returning to my college hostel on 12^th. My college is reopening after the vacation on 13^th. I returned home on 8^th itself”, she replied.

“Damn! I was fooled... i thought you said you were returning on 12^th. I had assumed it all along from the beginning”.

“Lolzzz...” she replied.

Lolzzz...?? Why would she find it funny? That’s right, she had no idea about my plans. Now my heart sank deeper than the deepest. Man, my plan could have been on and by God’s blessings i would have completed mission successfully. Shit!! Shit!! Shit!!
“You are no good. I was fooled yaar. Screw you!!” I replied to her “Lolzzz...”she replied

“Lolzzz...Rofl” she added.

I was now boiling inside thinking about how bad my luck can be. I was sad. I felt pity for my brain that had generated such a master plan but again due to my bad luck it got screwed.

NATURE WAS AGAINST ME YET AGAIN!!! 

L

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